I started asking
deep questions about life at a very early age . When I was in my early
preteen years I was asking, who am I?, and why am I here? As a late teen, I was asking what is true?
What is truth? This is a question that has been asked by the deepest
thinkers throughout history. There
has always been a great debate among philosophers and theologians on
what is truth.Then, there is this idea of subjective and objective truth
... what the heck is that ?... philosophy jargon. I won't get into
all that. Basically for the
average person, it comes down to what we have been conditioned to
believe, the supposed truth of science, politics, ideology or religion
and its scriptures
(law) and the
perception of truth as a result of experience (Life). My focus in
recent years has been, on the
truth of personal experience. Perhaps we all have our own window into
truth. Maybe truth is not not always absolute and objective, there may
be a case for the truth being more personal or subjective. The whole
purpose of humanity may be experimental. Are 'we' living 'our' life or
is life as 'a greater consciousness' living in these mortal bodies in
order to grow and experience life. Maybe
real personal truth is found, in real life, in open minded inquiry,
looking within and being less judgemental, in loving and
being compassionate toward all forms of life. If there is a choice between the
letter of Law
(literalism) or Love, wouldn't Love be the highest human-divine
ideal and truth?
For
most of my adult life I followed a path that seemed to demand that I
live a life that strived after some divine ideal. I was
trying to meet unrealistic goals that I had set for myself in order to
meet a certain standard, to satisfy external expectations.
It has been proven over and
over again in history that our need for "the safety of certainty in our
beliefs" has killed creativity, innovation and the search for truth. The
dark ages in Europe was a good example of how an ideology, one
warped version of Christianity, based on a certainty of belief was
forced on the masses and it restrained all growth in its wake for 1000
years. For over ten centuries all other spiritual and scientific ideas
were persecuted, their books burnt and hundreds of thousands of humans
were slaughtered and even burned alive for not believing the same way as
this orthodox church. We will never search for greater truth as long as
we hold absolute certainty in our current perceptions and beliefs. If
we do search for truth beyond what we already believe to be true, it
will cause a discomfort to such a degree that we may be forced
to abandon our former beliefs and assumptions. This is a very painful
process and most of us would rather continue to rest in the safety of
our certainty (belief system) then search for the mystery of truth which
by its very nature is uncertain. However, it is a paradox that its only
when we embrace uncertainty that we can then experience truth and
freedom.The truth will set us free to explore the mystery of life. As
long as we are trapped in our certainties, we are enslaved in our mental
concepts of what reality is.
I believe there is a
reluctance to accept what others have to say when we feel our view is
the only truth. If other views don't fit inside of our data set of
belief, then it gets discarded as false or something coming from 'the
enemy'. This dualistic thinking of the imagined enemy, in the other,
keeps people in their own dark age thinking. To love our neighbor is to
hear what our neighbor has to say. When we hear the world, outside of
our conceptual box of belief, and listen to their truth, then we may
begin to see clearly, the bigger picture. We may realize greater truth
when we clean the dirty window of our perception and see others face to
face.
Truth
is so expansive, isn't it , it cannot
be fully grasped at all, we can know " a truth " but not all truth,
because it encompasses all of life. The more we seek after truth the
more we realize how little we know, we seek but we cannot find. But,
when we
surrender to the uncertainty of the "truth", because it is so clouded by
untruth, we enter into the freedom talked about in the phrase " the
truth will set you free. When we surrender to 'not knowing', after all
our seeking, searching and grasping, for
that which will satisfies our longing, we will find true freedom. When
we stop the seeking and accept, not knowing, then we will find life in
its fullest. The surrender to "not knowing" fully is
perhaps the most liberating experience in life. When the mind is
stilled and the seeking is over, we have found true salvation. It frees
us up to be
still, and silent before the great unknown power behind life, to the
greatest mystery of all, that which is called by many names. "Truth" is
just one name among many for this mystery.
The real trick to life is not to be in the know, but to be in the mystery- Arjun Walia
The
realization of truth is really more of a process of learning what is
not true. Perhaps the greatest untruth
is the idea that we are separate from others and 'God'. The word 'God'
is a very loaded word. My view of 'God' is, more like the
source of life, the ground of all being, Tao or universal consciousness.
This is a more universal accepted view of what God is. Even atheistic
scientists can warm up to the view of a universal intelligence or
consciousness that is the matrix behind all that is. How can we be
separate from this source of life? What is Life? We don't have a life, we are life. It
is our thoughts
that create the illusion of separation. When we see beyond this illusory
mind set we find no separation, at all, and this allows us to
experience unity with God and others. When we allow our egoic mind, the
separate self, the false construct self, to
control us, we in a sense edge the awareness of God out of our lives.
This egoic thinking mind is what causes within ourselves a
mere perception of separation. When we see the illusion of the false ego
self,
it will slowly dissolve, because it has been exposed as false. Our true
self, once again, comes to the surface and it becomes so obvious, that
this deeper essential self, is who we
really are at our core. This essential self, is connected to what has
many names, universal Self, universal mind, infinite intelligence,
divine intelligence or God Self. When we live from the true essential
self also called many names.. the
soul,the heart, the center, the essence, the core of our being, there is
now no sense of separation from our creator, our source and others. We
realize we are all one and we share that oneness with all life. Jesus
called this state of awareness, the kingdom of heaven, and he did say it
was within us.
I will spend the rest of my
earthly life peeling back the many layers of untruth that I have been
conditioned to believe. It is this deliverance from illusion that sets
us free. I am convinced that we should all question our core beliefs to
see if they can stand the test of truth. It may result in a loss of
certainty but it will open up our door of perception, and we will gain a
greater understanding of reality.
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ReplyDeleteThis is the thing about meditation, it is a process of releasing all that is false. It seems to be the releasing that gives the great sense of freedom. This has been my experience. I started out seeking and striving to find truth, a process that lasted 7 years. I released the need to strive after answers to deep questioning recently and the seeking is diminished to the point where I am getting content with not knowing. This contentment with not knowing is a type of release that resulted in a great sense of freedom and truth. It was only when I gave up the striving that I felt a type of liberation. The ability to become the observer of the thinking mind, which meditation does, allows us to not be fully identified with thought.This is an amazing revelation because the thinking mind has less power over us. We become the observer of thought, emotion and body sensations without total identification. Its is amazing the change this makes.Thanks for commenting.